i will make this change


there is no such thing
as anti-depressant medicine

the plastic bottle in the cabinet is filled with smaller plastic bottles

i get really sad for a little while
and i am glad there is no anti-depressant medicine

so i can learn how to fluctuate
with ease and say, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,
ha, ha, ha, whenever

an hour later i still feel sad and i catch myself thinking extremely hard
about a person where the cabinet should be


you are wearing shoes
you re just as bored
you laugh some
you have the face of a hamster and you build me into a fort made of people
in the corner of your room
i touch someone on either side and try to detach and blockade