________
there is no such thing
as anti-depressant medicine
the plastic bottle in the cabinet is filled with smaller plastic bottles
i get really sad for a little while
and i am glad there is no anti-depressant medicine
so i can learn how to fluctuate
with ease and say, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha,
ha, ha, ha, whenever
an hour later i still feel sad and i catch myself thinking extremely hard
about a person where the cabinet should be
________
you are wearing shoes
you re just as bored
you laugh some
you have the face of a hamster and you build me into a fort made of people
in the corner of your room
i touch someone on either side and try to detach and blockade
